Subconscious Negativity

First of all I have to point out that I've been getting lots of comments on my shoes, good comments :) I admit it. I like attention. Though I can take no credit for the fabulousness of my shoes. Only for choosing them. I think my favourite comment so far has been

"Did I mention you have a truly fabulous new pair of dancing shoes?"

Why yes, actually, you had. I don't mind hearing it again though.

*big grin*

What does this have to do with negativity and the subconscious? It was pointed out to me today that the only time I include extended references to specific people in my blog is when they are people I would prefer not to be around. Said person knew I had been enjoying my new shoes and attention and they mentioned that there was nothing in my blog about that.

Why is this?

I don't know. Perhaps there is more negativity in my personality than many people see. I know it is there. I'm thankful though that people don't seem to see it. I certainly don't want it to be there. I can claim to come by it honestly, though that doesn't mean that I want to succumb to it. Apparently it chooses to manifest itself in my choice of blog subjects.

Long ago (about 3 months after starting to keep a blog in my msn space), I once said that I was trying to keep my negative comments to a minimum in my blog because I felt that I was doing a lot of complaining and blog-grumping. I thought I had, for the most part, managed not to blog-grump. Instead I have inadvertently left the good people out of the cyber-story of my life. Oh dear, because my life is actually very full of many good positive people. Far more good and positive people than negative ones.

Must remember to focus on the positive influences and not succumb to influence of the negative.